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So much I want to say
But I’m not sure I can say it to anyone. I feel happier than ever at some points - no pressure, amazing boyfriend etc, but at others I feel so awful. I’m alway crying, I’m so sick of crying. I don’t want to blame people for how I feel anymore. It is not their fault, I can’t expect anyone to… I don’t know.
I push everyone away and I miss them. I hope they call.